And I was worried...

I was more worried about Jason than I was about myself for a long time. Well it turns out that he has found somebody already. I'm glad. We are on good terms and there is no reason for us not to be. I'll learn to be happy on my own and maybe someday I'll find somebody who makes me happy. I had somebody who made me happy, but lost him. I am really grieving that loss. I miss him. I wish I didn't, but I do. We had some really good times. He was a good friend. He was full of advice. I miss that.